My revolution today is that,
I do not, absolutely do not want to waste the rest of my beautiful precious life on things and people from the past.
I may carry the scars they gave me, but that doesn't mean I have to carry them with me.
They don't even exist anymore!
It's only my mind that brings them back to life!
I will not deny them when they sneak their sneaky ass selves back into my memories, but as soon as I feel their presence, I will use my superhuman tools to evict them from my life!
I have worked my ass off everyday of my life up to this point, escaping them!
Every time they caught up to me, I would get pulled back into their toxic energy.
Letting it consume me inside and out!
Causing me to go into a world of the darkest parts of my brain!
Spinning me in circles, as I loose myself into a cycle of depressive anxiety, knocking me to my knees.
NO FUCKING MORE!
NO MORE will I allow them to rent free space in my mind and seep into my consciousness!
NO MORE will I allow them to shatter my heart!
NO MORE will I allow them to affect the health of my body.
NO MORE will I allow them to darken my spirit and drain me dry.
NO FUCKING MORE!
I will shine my light so bright, it will burn the eyes of the shadows of my past.
Who has the last laugh now?? It's ME, you see?
HAHAHAHAHAHA
I WIN!
YOU NO LONGER HAVE POWER HERE!